Forgot or forgive

And if you ask me what i will do now, how can i speak about something i don't understand?
How can i know what is going happening in a future what not depends only of me?
If can i knowing the rocks way, i would already be.
So why you charging me?
Why we can't be happy like the old times?
The love inside of us is dying and you are just wanting to kill him more.
Forgot or forgive?
Doesn't mader
I give up of you.